Nervous

Nervous
I'm feeling nervous
Right now

Do you want to know
Why I'm feeling nervous
Right now?

My History teacher asks us
To ask for our paper from her
By social media
I don't know if I want to do that
And also
She post the answer video
In our digital classroom site
So we need to ask her
For the answer script

That's why
I'm feeling nervous
I'm wonder how much is my mark
Is it going to be good
Or it's going to be bad?

It depends
On me
On the result
On my performance
But one thing
My teacher said that
My result is okay
So I don't know how much is it
So I think I will throw my nervous feeling
And going to ask her
See how's my result
Going to be good or bad

One thing I scared
My girl friend
Neither "girlfriend"
Nor "crush"
Which challenge me
To beat her
In History exam

I'm scared
If my result is worse than her
Or better than her
Wondering what she will do to me
In the social media chat
Or if the school is re-open again

But it's okay
I don't care
What she's going to do to me
Or said anything to me
Or made me committed suicide
Or she's going to kill me
I don't care

I just believe in myself
Whatever results I get
That's my performance
I will improve myself
As our firefighter teacher said
When I went to firefighter cadet training:
"Be the best AMONG THE BEST!"
And I will be the best among the best
In the future

Now
I'm going to ask my teacher
For the result
I just hope that I passed only
I didn't hope for higher marks
Just passed only
Good luck to me
Maybe
I think you're going to ask me about the result
My girl friend that challenge me
And also
Maybe my friend will ask me about this